hum your heart out little hummingbird.

you do all you can to let them know who you are.

you break you neck just so that you can see them smile.

you ask how high when they say jump.

you give them your last, your all, and your everything.

you dont live for yourself, you live because they want you around.

your not happy where you are, i can read you.

you just wish you can break out of all the chains they force you to stay in.

you wish you could just make yourself happy for once.

you wish you could make them all go away.

you wish you didnt have to please anyone anymore.

you wish you could tell them all to just fuck off and leave you alone.

well come here and take my advice, DO IT.

do what makes you happy, live for you and for no one else.

hum your heart out little hummingbird (:

my happynessssss.

im happier & happier with each day that passes, man i swear. ive never had it like this here :-*

just proud that its her

big homie big homieeeeee, cuh means the world to me, point blank period no questions asked. i swear she teaches me so much, from boys to dealing with my parents, shes forever there, & cuh is a straight thug, thats where i get it from.

i look like ladybug, walk like ladybug, talk like ladybug, so i must be a ladybug, junior ladybug that issssss 8-)

just call me LadyBug Deuceeeeeee :-*

082409 :-*

dates amazeeeee me ;]

just like magnets,

were so opposite but the same at the same time, its the most amazing feeling in the world to know that there is someone there who you can connect with, just tell absolutely everything to. sit up & talk all day every day about everything. were on the same page, im almost head over heels. if were supposed to be we'll be. & im more than sure were going to be :-) :-*

i love you.

has someone told you they loved you today?

well if not, i love you

& i promise to love you when no one else does :]

big homie, big cousin, i love you thirdddd

KALAN ! omg my freakin psychiatrist, my guidance counselor. i swear i love him more than life itself. he's one of the most intelligent & influential people in my life, he tells me what i need to hear & not just what i want. your absolutely wonderful big cousin & you deserve all the things that come along with that. i never wanna see you go back in that horrible place with those horrible people. i love you way to much, me & rosa cant copee, lol.

ohh & before i forget, the other boy hasan, definately one of the coolest kids ive ever met, EVER :]