i love you.

has someone told you they loved you today?

well if not, i love you

& i promise to love you when no one else does :]

big homie, big cousin, i love you thirdddd

KALAN ! omg my freakin psychiatrist, my guidance counselor. i swear i love him more than life itself. he's one of the most intelligent & influential people in my life, he tells me what i need to hear & not just what i want. your absolutely wonderful big cousin & you deserve all the things that come along with that. i never wanna see you go back in that horrible place with those horrible people. i love you way to much, me & rosa cant copee, lol.

ohh & before i forget, the other boy hasan, definately one of the coolest kids ive ever met, EVER :]

fruit roll ups & late night textss ;]

bijon tarray callum :]

my knight in shining armor, the one who put hold on the tears & the heart ache, the one who eased my pain. a shoulder to lean on, you gave me someone who cared & would listen whenever i needed it. your absolutely amazing, & im definately one hundred percent in love with everything you say & everything you do. your the epitome of greatness. your what every boy should strive to be. your smart, you have a future, a good head on your shoulders, & not to mention whats under your shirt ;] haha seriously im happiest when im talking to you & im more than glad that i met such an incredible guy like you. i love you with all my heart & so much moreee <3

& i decided to take back everything including the promises.

i sat & thought about it, long & hard, over & over. & i chose to leave you behind, all the memories, all the smiles, even the promises. people cant promise forever can they? forever? has anyone ever even seen forever. when does forever start & when does forever end? forever doesnt end does it. but all good things come to an end right? so does that mean the bad things stay forever, who would even want that? forever changes from when you say it to when i say it. well im not quite sure when this forever thing was supposed to end but i gotta end it today. july sixth, two thousand nine. eight twenty four. our forever is done.