moooovin' on.

i feel like theres alot of things i need to leave behind me & never EVER go back to. i tend to have trouble letting go of whats already gone & it shouldnt be a struggle to keep you near, yeah i know that, but when the going was good, it was damn good. i sit up & think "damn when the sudden change" but what can i do? yeah it sucks but i think this is a chance to break out of bad habits. my habits of not realizing that whats done is done. im tired of fighting to keep you here with me. this all just makes no sense. & i personally dont want this anymore.